Actually, my thoughts are everywhere right now. Where it is supposed to be and where it is not. I am feeling pretty much moodless again. But what really separates moodless and moody. For all, are invited, but only some are chosen. How do we contend with that. Do we even contend with it. I feel sad, when I see blind faith. Is it really a faith? If its not blind though? If you can see it feel it touch it sense it understand it know it want it love it. Is it still a faith? So then again if its faith, then it has to be faithful, so do we only have faith when we feel it is faithful? Because that makes me sad, that faith, trust, and a relationship with Something/Someone who you know plotted your forgiveness and eternal redemption in the pages of history, can be so easily deterred by the everyday minor occurances which seems "unfaithful", in the context.

So then, if we expect faith to be faithful, then how about love? So who for the unlovely? Should we choose, then? If He first loved.

I need courage, because my voice so small, but His love so big.