Omg mosquitoes,

GET OFF.

hahahahaha viv Im pretty sure you appreciate me saying that hahahaha

When you are not, you just are not.

Dont try to be.

The same goes for me.

I dont care if you have a superiority complex, the alpha mentality or a boastful spirit. When you start showing sprouting nonsense about me as a facade for your sloth. You're going to realise I am not the person you should be wrestling with.

I need to pick up them sticks again, and start jamming. I am losing my rhythm. I can even do a 16 beat properly now without lapsing.

On another note, I went for Dialogue In The Dark, Singapore. In Ngee Ann Poly itself. It was an eye opener, though it was in the dark. It was awesome. I would recommend it to everyone, anyone! Its absolutely amazing!

Recombinant insect gene proteins in fish vector, Creation of a diagnostic kit involving Western blot for antibodies and antigens simultaneously, Potential plants flowers or flora for anti cancer purposes, or the effect of metal oxide fumes on organisms and their body's response against it.

Boo. I wish I didnt have to make a choice.

If only life was like Super Mario. I could eat a mushroom and grow bigger to stomp on trouble. Or eat a carrot and fly! But if life was like Super Mario I'd probably be Lugi. ):

FYP(Final Year Project) briefing today. Choice selection within the next 1 week. The first 2 years were too fast. I am almost on my last lap now.

But I still want to continue running..

Saturday, I went to Bartley for a church youth service. The speaker was a guest, Jon, if I dont recall wrongly. He reminded me a whole lot, of what last year's youth camp taught.

Good works, without faith, is meaningless.

Likewise, faith, without good works, isnt faith.

They go hand in hand with each other.

Okay well, the speaker didnt exactly say that, he was talking about Evangelism, being a neglected priority nowadays, when it is what we came to Earth for, quite solely. He mentioned an analogy, which at first I did not quite agree with, because it seems so drastic. "If God wanted us to come to Earth to fellowship, He might as well have placed us in Heaven, where there is perfect fellowship. If He wanted us to worship Him, He might as well placed us in Heaven, where we can sing with choirs of angels, the perfect worship. But God placed us on Earth, to spread His Love." I think that is the very crucial point, which I often miss. That I am where I am, comfortable and selfish with God's abundance. When I am supposed to be out there sharing.

How many a time, have I felt despair and fear, over a impossible, yet inevitable feat. Wishing it to be possible. Reading through Revelations recently, really opened my eyes, and my fears. I am really scared. Not for myself. Because I am reassured. I want to share, but I am too afraid. Recently, the Bible studies have been about Esther, Elijah, Joseph, people who are afraid. The Bible didnt show us that all The Book's characters are fearless, outstanding, or very talented. They were just willing. I am willing. Lord please teach me boldness, please teach me, that momentum, is never a criteria for worship, prayer, evangelism, fellowship, learning. That things are not done, because I have to, as thats no better than a robot, but because I feel the burden to, and I want to. That, I am not without sin, but with transgressions against your Word. But by The Lord's grace, I am saved, and by His Might and not mine, all things are possible.

Today was eventful hehehe, awoke with a nasty runny nose, which ran all the way from 7 till 1, which made up of a 3 hours of practicals, running down to Kap to get birthday cake for gloria, back to school to surprise her at alumni and walking to school with sharon from 830. Running nose destroyed half my day's fun ):

But its alright, during the other subsequent, 4 hours Molecular Biology practical, was pretty awesome. In the practical itself, as there was 2 hours incubation time, which is like waiting for the biological units to do its stuff, in this point was electrophoresis and Restriction enzyme to slice the DNA plasmid.

So during that 2 hours, we played indian poker, wrestling, learnt a few japanese words, watch alittle of the Jack Neo's "Where Got Ghost?", played Asshole Taiti, taught our Technical Service Officer how to play Asshole Taiti, and... we played with the vortex machine again, which if you didnt already know, we broke the other time around while playing it. hahaha. I love my class. I like school. It's probably the best I've had studying, I mean actually studying, I would ever get. (: