Not every setback, requires more faith.

Not every mishappening, requires more trust.

Not every unhappiness, requires a closer walk.

Not every discrepancies, requires more understanding.

Not every crossroads, requires more self reflection.

I was about to say something so athiest, it'll not sound me. But the answer hit me suddenly.

What we all need is just more support, not necessarily solutions. Just support. Just knowing there's someone to lean back upon, not someone who would push forward with you. 

Its our own battle to push, and our only reinforcement would be God. Nobody can carry it for us, but ourselves. But people can still be the fall back upon.

I am really slipping. And I feel foolish trusting. But I still want to. Its just the insecurity of the invinsible. 

Like I am transparent to the world. A glass that is significant when stained, but ignored when clean. I dont want to be clean anymore. But i know i must.