I realised I've always been a average-r

Average grades

Average build

Average looks

Average humour

Average everything

I want to be the best. 

For once. Not overshadowed. For once. In a league of my own. For once. someone with a little dignity to keep as memory, even if it was a minute thing, or a momentary matter.

Mediocre in a world of perfectionists. Hurrrrrrrr.