I'm pretty disheveled now.

Quite there, but not quite, to me you were 

You're indelible to me.

Now you're just a memory, one I cannot let go off. 

Could not, cannot, will not, would not.

But you've moved on, and I'm glad for you.

Laugh more please, I havent heard your laughter in ages,

though I am no longer the source for it.