I feel like a fool,

Just for believing things would work out right.

I abhor vulgarities so, as much as my mind screams profanities silently.

Its wrong anyway, just thinking about it.

I think I'm losing faith, in this sea of blasphemy.

No its not funny people, when you're singing christian songs and talking about the Spirit touching people, while using profanities to emphasize on the point that its true. Not one bit funny.

I'm churning on an engine of disappointment. No turning back. Please keep me strong oh Lord, I need you more than anything right now.