Reality & I have some major catching up to do, not that I've missed it or anything, but fantasy has its limits. Or so everyone around me acts it out to be.

I dont understand canoe, nor do I know how to canoe, now how the heck am I going to be in the team. Tragictragic, I dont even feel like going anymore. I excel only in Land trainings. How amusingly silly that is, when land trainings are not what matters.

I'm starting to dislike poly, not for the workload, but for its inflexibility. I wanna stay 14 going on 15. Cause those were the times where everything that does not need to matter mattered, and vice-versa. And those were the times I still made sense out of sentences.