Yeah it haven't struck me yet.
Oh wow tomorrow is missions trip. Somehow i dont feel excited. Or scared that i may not be about to tell the Good News as it should be told, or worry about it being tiring.
I dont even feel calm. I dont know what i am feeling.

Oh let me go there with the right attitude and the correct mindset to achieve that goal, to welcome people into your kingdom with as much love as you showed me. Calm my heart, give me peace like a river oh Lord. May this not be a mission of personal gain, but a mission to uplift your name. Amen.