I know it should not be the way. But i feel jealous. In ways which is more than one. In matters which i should not lean towards. I really really do. I know its not the best time now, but i cant help feeling so. Sigh.

And i heard her upset, emotions running, imagination amok.
I felt frustrated i felt useless, i could hardly help her at all. Her moment of agony her innermost pain. I tried but lost. To soothe the angst, to rid of the jitterbugs, to share the pain.
I really wanna help... i really do. But i just cant find the steps and motions to do so.