I feel introspective.
Regrets and remarks I've faced the year through. How intricate our mind seems at times, but yet so simple when we reflect it.
I guess its the time of the year now eh. Seems like every year there'll be a day in which I'll think back the year, and wish for everything to happen again. Seems almost ridiculous that the year has zipped by, but yet again, I say that every year.
It almost seems surreal, that I am actually ending O levels in a day's time. The love seen and the hatred conceived throughout the year. The bittersweet sentiments and the high of emotions all seem so precious now. Sigh.
Dear dear dearest 4c2. The joy and anguish of the year. The monotonous harmony in my heart. Oh I hate to leave. And I feel like i am really lonely and all now as I am typing this. Hahaha... From the starting of the Allstars in sec 3 to the Backhanders and now the Decibels. From supporting Adin at his concert to running around Plaza Singapura to get stuff for the carnival. All seem so recent yet distant. Well I guess there's still more to look forward to. Such as tomorrow, the throwing of people into the fountain, grad night and perhaps a class chalet. Oh 4c2 you've been marvelous. And yet, after all this praise, we still have not gotten a class shirt after say? 8 months of consideration? Guess its too late now eh. Tsktsktsk Nicholas!
I sound depressed! Muahahaha! I did it Monica! Hahaha. I guess this year makes me feel so much older and all. Even though I am still ummm, 16. Hahaha. With a huge decision rocking my life right now! Which is where to head to after O levels. Well I shall leave that to my score to decide my fate. And i shall not being biased in deciding my course! Psychology psychology psychology!
Yeah. I hope next year and so will not be as fast as this year though. Felt like I've neglected everyone and all. Angie oh angie how we used to be the bestest of friends in the past, and i hardly talk to you nowadays. Well at least i know you've many more friends to lift you up during this O level period so yeah. Hmmm, many other friends too, But i shall not attempt to list them all down.
I will not ever walk around the Barker hallways ever again as a student of the school from tomorrow, and that's such a saddening thought. The many laughter shared between classes when walking through those hallways. The occasional dropping of dustbin covers for a united Barker jeer. Yeah jeer, not cheer. The countless scoldings from teachers who catch us eating or playing while changing classes. Deep memories indeed, for I'll never be a Barker boy again after tomorrow. But i shall not think pessimistically though! At least i am going back to teach, Maybe. Hahaha.
Yesyes i finished ranting off on this blog. Hmmm, must've been the longest post i've posted in quite awhile eh. Hahaha. Grins. Byebyebye bored person who actually managed to read through my post! Hahaha.