Well i am drained,
I am frustrated,
I am not going to be nice,
I AM DISAPPOINTED!

Yeah i wanna stop being a monitor soon, it's a tiring and ungrateful job. but that's not why i am supposed to be a monitor for right? Sigh. I am tired of school. Yeah it's great fun and all, great friends, great teachers, great campus. But i am just not able to concentrate. They said it takes two hands to clap. Nahh, more like 30 sets of hands to clap, including the teacher and all the students. Yeah i am demoralized. I tried hard enough to make all 30 sets to clap, but i ain't superman, and i am gonna try no more to be.

Yes dearest 4c2 i am addressing this to you. Yes you complain that i scold too much, you complain that i am unreasonable. But never have you wondered why i should even give a hoot about you guys. Forget it. I don't care how many friends i going to lose, nor foes i am going to gain. Oh you may be thinking, `oh that gerald is such a bastard', well look and yourself and say you're perfect before you tell me that. `Stop shouting `shut up` la gerald' WELL IT'S WAS FRIGGING MATHS MOCK EXAM! Oh yes i am bitching now ain't i? Aww well to the fellow few whom i know you guys really try to focus, this ain't about you. And it's up to you to decide if you're one of those, cause you know yourself more than i know you. And to amiel, not that i meant to shout at you today, but it's pissing to be walking around the class for 3 days collecting money from everyone whom not all cooperates and you cant even be bothered to get your butt off that chair and spend like 5 minutes trying to borrow some money to pay it off.

Well nevermind. I never should've bothered. Yeah i am a hypocrite, cause i care not to hurt your feelings, but it'll never get through anyway. So you all can like concoct a plan to get back at me in any other way, don't matter to me. It's your life anyway, i've tried enough. I am now officially public enemy number one.