Give me everything you've got now
I don't feel a single thing
Drag me out into the cold rain
Let it hover over me

Yes i am emotional again.
Take me with your hand and lead me home again, I thought i knew reality. I thought i shattered everything with my lies.

It's like a never ending cycle. Useless redundant painful cycle. And yet i feel as though i enjoy every moment of it. I feel helpless, flirting with the enemy. Yeah is that the best i can do now? That's why it's called self sympathy. I feel stupid. I am not even fighting a war. I am not even getting my priorities right. Why such hypocrisy. What `enemy' am i even talking about. Yeah tell me i am a immature 15 year old, i agree. I cant even take life in its stride. Forget it. I am just a childish brat who's yet to outgrow my infatuations. G'night.