I`ll miss you friend, you`ll never know the way your life impacted mine, even though you seem just a acquaintance as time goes along now, i always kept you as one of my most treasured friend all this while. I really hope i could turn back time and playback all the times we shared. When i had no friends in the past you spoke to me. Please don`t leave us now.
It`s gonna be tough to see you everyday in school, it`ll just be different.From kindergarten to now it has been the same, changing it now is just too sudden. So it is goodbye for now, I really hope you`ll stay.
Why has everything turned out this way? Why does it not feel the same anymore? Is there no more spark in it? Perhaps it`s my fault for not showing enough involvement, perhaps it`s because i keep dwelling in self sympathy, such as now.
Too many Whys and Perhaps, but no solutions. And this isn`t a one-way problem. It`s agonising! It hurts just to see it all fall apart. I feel neither here nor there. All the attempts to try to bridge this widening gap, it`s just not working out.
Who am i now? I don`t even know where i am heading to now. Maybe disaster, but i know that there`ll be a light at the end of this tunnel, and i`ll hold strong to that faith, that everything would turn out fine, maybe i am just too paranoid now. So i`ll just fall back to sleep and forget the world.

It was fine in the beginning,
until pessimism stormed our court.