Saturday, January 07, 2006

Yes!! i hope i get to skip that day`s class due to Cca selection!! I absolutely hate that day`s schedule!Except SS and Geog.I gotta enjoy this moment. For once i don`t hate Ncc`s drills. heh. In fact, i love the formation drills!! Check 1 bang!!! So amazed! Hmmm.

I seriously think i am tying myself down too much. should i just quit one Cca even though both Ccas only meet up once per week, or should i give up abit of my church commitment to focus more on studying. Sometimes i think it`s just the evil one prompting me to make such decisions and i just brush it off and follow on with my lifestyle. but could it be that maybe this really is God`s voice telling me not to push myself off the cliff. Not to follow on what people are doing.

I really pray and hope that i`ll be able to differenciate the difference between the voice of God and the prompting of the evil one. that sometimes no matter how much trouble i am in, i will not take the most straightforward way to solve it. Because the most direct method is not always the most effective. Which that the evil one tells us the opposite. Amen